And as the sun sets on another day......
I have had my luckiest day ever.
Picture if you will, a three lane road, with a speed limit of 55mph. I'm in the middle lane, probably going about 50-55 mph. All is as it should be. I look down at my phone ~ just for a second. When I look back up, the car that was in front of me changed lanes (which I didn't see) because there is a car that is at a complete stop in my lane. I tromp on my brakes, but realize I will never be able to stop in time, and at the last minute swerve around the left, barely missing the stopped car and the car in the right lane.
To say I was freaked out is an understatement. I shook and cursed myself for 15 min. I stupidly thought to myself "wow, I had some quick reflexes there", and then immediately berated myself. I could have killed the people in the stopped car. I could have been killed. It could have been fucking awful. I've always prided myself on driving safely, and now realize I was kidding myself thinking I could even glance at my phone and drive safely.
I am an idiot. A lucky idiot.
But it sure reminded me that when I drive I need to focus solely on that and nothing else.
I have some meds for anxiety which I hardly ever take, but let me tell you my friends, I took one when I got home. Just to stop the shakes.
Love, 365
















